Monday, May 28, 2012

Summer Plans

I was lucky enough to have lunch with my best college friend this weekend while he was in town. It was awesome to catch up as we are finding ourselves in similar life situations. At one point he said to me "It seems like all of our friends are either getting married and having kids or starting over." And all of a sudden it hit me, I am starting over, again. I started over when I graduated high school, I started over when I graduated college, I started over when my grandfather died, I started over when I moved to MA, I started over when my dad died, I started over when I moved to Texas, moved in with my ex and started a new career. And now I am starting over again. But here's the difference this time, I am only starting over for myself and because I want too. So when my relationship ended, and I moved out and moved on I sat down and thought about what I wanted to do next. But I couldn't think of anything. So I thought about all the things that I regretted not doing in my life. The one that stuck out the most was I reget not studying aboard. And I realized it wasn't necessarily too late for that. So I looked online and found an opportunity. After a short phone interview I was offered a position teaching at an English immersion summer camp in Porto Sant'Elpidio, Italy. It is a small coastal town on the Adriatic Sea.




I will be living here for about a month in an apartment provide by the camp along with 7 other counselors. We work Monday-Friday 9am-1pm and have the rest of the time free to ourselves. We have be provided with bikes to transport ourselves, a cleaning service for the apartment, groceries deliver to our door every other day, and a full kitchen to cook in. I also have booked a few extra days on each end of my trip to travel around Italy. My mom and sister are meeting me there in the last two weeks of my trip to travel themselves and meet up with me. I am actually excited about starting over here. I get to combine my two favorite things, traveling and working with kids.
It is going to be a challenge living in a foreign country where I don't really speak the language. It will be a challenge to teach English to students who don't know it at all. And it will a challenge to be away from everything familiar for 6 weeks. But I think it is just what I need. I need to do something for myself for a change. I have been trapped in someone else's life for way too long, walking on eggshells and only worrying about pleasing others and not taking care of myself.  So I am starting my own Eat, Pray, Love adventure. I want to cleanse my soul and remind myself of who I am.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

GHS Math Team


As an educator I am always paying attention to the latest and greatest educational debates. The word "reform" is one of the big players these days. Everyone says what we are doing isn't working, we need educational reform. Things need to change, we are hurting our children. And so on and so forth. Well most of those people are right. Most of what is happening around the country isn't working. The same was true at Greenville High School. Last year after all the test scores came out our school was handed a rating of unacceptable. In part due to the math test scores. 

Greenville is a rural community, there's no doubt about it. You should see the looks I get from people when I say I teach in Greenville. It's mostly looks filled with disgust, confusion, and pity, usually follow by the question "Why would you want to work in Greenville?" This bothers me so much, but I have to say after last year, who could blame them? No matter what good things go on in your school a rating of unacceptable will over shadow them all, even if we all think that it shouldn't. Something needed to change. 

Below is what most people would think is a pretty ordinary school faculty picture with ordinary looking teachers. Don't you think?



What you don't know is that this group of people is so far from ordinary. This group of people is EXTRAORDINARY! This is the GHS Math Department.

We knew we had to change. We knew what we did last year wouldn't work. So instead of talking, and debating, and thinking about all the things we didn't have and would never get, we sucked it up and changed. We changed our relationships with our students, we cared about them deeply. We changed our expectations of the students and ourselves, and we set the bar as high as it could go. We changed our approach, and we taught everything for student mastery even if it meant falling months behind in the curriculum. We made all students struggling in math take an extra math class for the whole year! We spent the time needed to close learning gaps instead of just ignoring them. We tried new approaches in class and found out what worked and what didn't work. No one believed in us. We were told all year by people in the school, but the state, by outside consultants, and by the community that we couldn't do it. But we just took all the criticism, analyzed it, and used what would help us and ignored the rest. We were lucky enough to have an assistant principal that backed us up and our ideas no matter what. And she pushed us beyond what we thought we could do.

And guess what? It worked. We didn't talk about educational reform, we actually did it. Our math scores on this year's state test and all year in the classroom showed 30% and 40% percent increases in all categories.  We took unacceptable scores and changed them in 9 months to not only acceptable, but recognized. But more importantly we changed our students outlook on math. They are excited about math, they want to learn more, they ask us to help them get a deeper understanding for abstract concepts. We changed the culture. And we didn't need anything fancy to do it with. All we needed was great attitudes, hard work, and the will to change.

So congratulations to my co-workers for helping our kids achieve the highest math scores in GHS history. And as my esteemed colleague Jon Erwin would say BOO YAH!

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Season Wrap Up

Well World Championship has come and gone, and another robotics season is in the books (with the exception of a few off-seasons). The Robowranglers had their ups and downs like any other team, but we came out the other side stronger, smarter, and more like a family then when we started. That is about all I can ask for.

This year started out interesting. A few key mentors from last year left the team for various reasons, and on the student side both pit bosses, two scout leads, and our human player graduated. We also started with 35 students, significantly more then in the previous years. We also decided to attend 3 regionals, which requires more planning, more money, and more time missed from school. The team certinly had it's hands full, but I think we rose to the occasion brilliently. I am so proud of each and every person on the team, as well as the team as a whole. We support each other in everyway we can and we make sure that we all succeed together.

I had the students fill out end of the year surverys this year telling me what they thought worked and didn't work. I also had them tell me how they planned on improving for next year. I was impressed by my kids reflections and insightfulness. But one student's paper stood out to me the most. I worked with this student a lot this year trying to get them to rise to the occasion and not just sit and wait for things to happen to them. It was not an easy season. I checked up on them frequently (could have been considered nagging), and on one occassion I even completely exploded on them. I was brutally honest, more so then I've been with any other student (which is saying alot) and basically told them I was disappointed with their performance and that they didn't deserve to be part of the team. Not one of my finest moments. Back to the story though, this is what the student wrote to me:

I know it doesn't seem like it, but you've really become a role model to me. I realize we have our ups and a whole lot of downs, but I look up to you a lot. Mostly becase you tell me what I need to hear not what I want to hear. This team has impacted me a lot, introduced me to a lot of people, and gave me friendships I hope to keep.

This is the reason that I don't sleep, work 12/16/20 hours a day, travel for two months straight, and treat these kids like they are my own. Being a teacher is a thankless job, in the literal sense of the word, we rarely recieve thank you's ever. This will be the only thank you I need for a long time.
I love the Robowranglers, they are my Texas family.


Cupcakes from my cousins
Super Soking the kids


Team Picnic
  

Our eliminations alliance getting ready,

Moving on up

Tomorrow I am leaving Texas for five days to head up to my home town Rochester, NY. Although I won't be in Rochester for very long because I will be headed up to my alma mater Clarkson University. I am excited to see the campus and how it has changed, but I am most excited for this trip because I get to see my little sister (who is apparently not so little anymore) graduate from college. I am proud for many reasons. One, I know what she went through to get here having graduated from Clarkson myself. Two, she survived college way better than I did. She stayed focused, got amazing grades (almost straight A’s for 4 years), and already has a job lined up in CT. In other words WAY more successful than I am. I am looking forward to relaxing with her, her boyfriend and my family in Potsdam and celebrating this amazing accomplishment. I am so lucky to have such an amazing family and be able to travel home for this special event.

4 years ago at Meredith's high school graudation

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

My Soulmate

I have a soul mate, and I'm lucky because I met them when I was 13. I've gotten to grow up with them, fight with them, go through good times and bad times, and most importantly we got to love each other through it all. My soulmate is my best friend, Christy (Zenkel) Parker. We just GET each other like no one else in the world.

I found this today by accident. I made it before I moved to Texas. I reminded me how much I love and miss her. I get to see her this weekend on my trip up to NY. I just can't wait.

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Siena

After leaving Rome we headed over to Florence. I slept most of the drive over, and it was kind of nice to give my legs and feet a break for most of the day.We stopped for in Siena for a while to have lunch and explore a little bit. Again we had perfect weather and I was thrilled to get to walk around (get a little lost) and look at all the amazing shops and arctitecture. I grabbed a quick lunch and sat in  Piazza del Campo (the center square) and people watched for a while. There were people there from all over, Americans, Italians, Brazilians, French, everything. It was fun to see people interact with the locals and bask in the warm sun.
Piazza del Campo
Piazza del Campo
The lunch of champions

After a leisurely lunch, I decided to walk the streets and explore. I wandered through all the back streets and got all turned around very quickly and was hopelessly lost for a while, but there's only so many streets you can go on before you finally make it back to the main square. It was a weird feeling, because I was lost in a country where I didn't speak the language, but I never felt unsafe I was never even that worried, which is a pretty big deal for me since I am always anxious. I was just really enjoying turning every corner and seeing something new and beautiful. Case and point below:

The best gelato shop ever

I bought a ton of little sounivers here. I am still disappointed I didn't buy this hand painted Olive Oil container that I adored. I didn't want to pay 35 euro for it, but clearly it would have been a good investment since I am still thinking about it.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Fight Like a Girl

Every once and a while I come across a song that really gets my attention. I have a playlist of these songs called S&P songs. Strong and Powerful Songs. When I am feeling down these songs sort of help me lift myself up. One of my favorites is this one, Fight like a Girl by Bombshel


"I will stand and be strong, no I'll never give up
I will conquer with love, and I'll fight like a girl."